How do you know you’re not crazy?
Well I had a full fun packed day planned yesterday. I planned it a few days ago. In the morning I was going to go grab some pancakes with my long-time ‘best friend’, then hang out with my spiritual mom, and then talk to a friend over some coffee.
Every thing was set in stone. It was great… I woke up, got dressed, went to pick up my friend for breakfast. We were suppose to leave at 10… I waited till 11 and she stood me up, for the second time. I was like ‘whatever, I’ll go do something else.’ And I did.
I got the Dawnguard DLC for SKyrim, and then waited for the rest of my plans to come. My spiritual mom was out of town so I was like ’ It’s fine. another day.’
Then when the time came for coffee, it was like 5 something. I thought it would be earlier. But , long story short, it didn’t happen cuz of misunderstandment.
So I wasted a WHOLE DAY doing absolutely NOTHING =/
… yay me.
I’m still looking for a sparring partner. You could wear protective gear, I don’t mind; I just want to practice kung fu on someone rather than my shadow. If you are interested, let me know! :D
God’s making me a man in Him! Yeah, I’m 20 yrs old, grew up without a ‘good’ father influence. So God is taking me under His wings. We’re flying fast!
No other option but to man up! >:) Let’s do this!
It’s soooo easy, but I don’t want to be cool. I just want to help, you know? I wanna be that shoulder you cry on. Heck! I’ll even be your punching bag! But you can only punch the shoulder that is already wet and soggy from your crying. Idon’t want us to be just a one day thing. I want us to be in love. Not the love of marriage, but in love with God, together. Do you know how beautiful that would be? Just two Christians doing God’s will together. No relationship, just friendship in Christ. But if I’m cool, it won’t happen. I wanna be your partner…
I don’t want to be cool.